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S ilent scream
E very cut drives you deeper into darkness
L ife seems not worth living
F ear is a close ally you wish would go
I nside you feel you are drowning in your own tears
N ever give up hope one day you will be free
J ust hold on
U nderstanding from others is a constant hope
R unning away from problems only makes them bigger
Y ou are special; you are worth more than you think you are
E very cut drives you deeper into darkness
L ife seems not worth living
F ear is a close ally you wish would go
I nside you feel you are drowning in your own tears
N ever give up hope one day you will be free
J ust hold on
U nderstanding from others is a constant hope
R unning away from problems only makes them bigger
Y ou are special; you are worth more than you think you are
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Self Injury
Self Injury
Thick red streams running down my arm
Recollecting to growing drops at my fingertips
The shiny new razor blade in my hand
Covered in blood, skin and flesh of my own
Watching how the drops are getting heavier with amazement
In slow-motion they are falling to the ground
Hungrily the carpet is soaking up each and everyone
The pool of blood at my feet getting bigger and bigger every second
Seconds passing like minutes, minutes like hours
The steady flow is slowing down with every heartbeat
The cuts are running dry, the streams are turning brown
A feeling of relief is making it's way through my body
Heartbeat and
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Dear self harm,
Dear self harm,
I am writing to thank you for your help over the past few years. You have helped me through a lot of my problems throughout my life. But I'm not sure if I can go on seeing you.
We met that one night a few years back in my bedroom. It was surprising how we just clicked like that. We're perfect for eachother. Whenever I was angry, you could always calm me down. Whenever I was upset, you'd replace my tears. Whenever I needed you, you were always there. You are my best friend. You are my hero. You are my saviour.
But then our relationship started going badly. I began to start using you. I insisted on you being there even whe
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Self Abuse
Right now,
I wish I could hate you.
Right now,
all I want is to tell you
how angry I am at you.
Right now,
I could tear my heart out,
just so It wouldn't feel
the anguish that you cause it.
But, all it does is love
you.
Burn out the part of my brain
that allows for emotional stimulation.
But all it does,
is think of what's best for you.
Do what you want,
I don't care.
But have enough compassion
to not throw it in my face.
Why did you pick me?
Why did you go there?
Why did you; do you,
use me the way you have?
Why out of everyone else,
would you choose to hurt me?
Bait me, just to keep me where
you think you
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i know how you feel if you are a self harmer x
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Hey my name is crystal and I'm a self harmer I been a self harmer since I was 17 or 18 years old and I still do it I have a heart condition and I have a learning disability too. My mom expects everything from me my dad hates me and my sister is mean to me and I have no friends or support.